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A Heart Full of Love

  A heart that once was full of love Now lies shattered on the ground The one I thought I knew so well Has left me feeling lost and found I thought our love would never die But now I see it was all a lie The pain is so deep and so real I feel like I could just curl up and die I gave you all of me, my soul But now I am left with this hole A hole that can't be filled, no matter how I try I can't shake off this pain, no matter how I try I thought our love was special, unique But now I see it was just a temporary fix A way to fill a void that couldn't be filled Now I am left with this heart that is just killed I thought we had something so rare But now I see it was just a facade, a mere Lie that I believed with all my heart But now it's tearing me apart I thought our love was meant to be But now I see it was just a fantasy A dream that could never come true Leaving me feeling lost and blue I thought you were the one for me But now I see I was just a fool To believe in love ...
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Lost and Troubled

 Whoever is reading this, you probably have no idea who I am or why I am writing this. The thing is, I have been lost for so long, have no one to really talk to about anything basically, my personal emotions, life, career, academics; everything I am going through alone by myself.   So everyday is the same routine, I wake up, go to work, spend insufferable 9 hours there, then come back home, barely I will sit an hour for myself, eat something, and sleep. Then wake next day same cycle. Everyday same routine, feeling like you are trapped. You want to quit but you cannot (for reasons will go through it in a bit). It is basically life-long prison that I cannot escape.   Another thing is, my disaster financial state! Yep, in my late 20s I am drowning in debts, bills and all kinds of financial bullshit. It all started three years ago when I took my loan like a moron. I went way over my budget with couple of stuff, had two credit cards, was in terrible situation (tho certainly no...
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