Lost and Troubled
Whoever is reading this, you probably have no idea who I am or why I am writing this. The thing is, I have been lost for so long, have no one to really talk to about anything basically, my personal emotions, life, career, academics; everything I am going through alone by myself. So everyday is the same routine, I wake up, go to work, spend insufferable 9 hours there, then come back home, barely I will sit an hour for myself, eat something, and sleep. Then wake next day same cycle. Everyday same routine, feeling like you are trapped. You want to quit but you cannot (for reasons will go through it in a bit). It is basically life-long prison that I cannot escape. Another thing is, my disaster financial state! Yep, in my late 20s I am drowning in debts, bills and all kinds of financial bullshit. It all started three years ago when I took my loan like a moron. I went way over my budget with couple of stuff, had two credit cards, was in terrible situation (tho certainly no...